Or introverted, more or less. I don’t talk to many on here and if I do, I rarely keep up with them because I’m busy with my life offline. I wouldn’t be surprised if no one wants to meet me on here, ahwell.
It’s supposedly my great-grandfather’s 90th birthday tomorrow and i agreed to be in attendance. To me it’s a respect thing and i would love to help out. Hella down. However…… this is a man whom i’ve never met, and never really known this side of the family. So i feel like this family event is not going to be a “family” event.
Plus, my mom’s not even going. She may not be fully recognized by these ppl but probably a lot more than me. And also, my mom’s half sister is probably going to be there. A woman that i’ve only met once in my life time and probably wouldn’t see ever again. won’t even speak or get along with. But, known to those ppl of the family,(those who know of my mother)she and my mom look alike. and i look exactly like my mother. so i’ll probably be mistaken for her child. which is not the case. That, or i’ll be mistaken for some adult depending on how i decide to go down there. whatever…. i don’t want to do this. i’m probably going to be sitting awkwardly bored out of my balls. fantastic. :3
Another situation where i’ve immediately agreed to do something with out thinking. or did think about it, then got real deep later.
When shit gets to you, you just have to be a bitch sometimes. Being too nice never gets you anywhere. If you really want something your way, you’re just going to have to speak up. Bitchiness can be a plus at times.
At the moment, it has that feeling as if i had an allergic reaction, but not quite as long lasting and irritating. But, this has been occurring off and on kinda like when i do have an allergic reaction. «makingnosense[:
In any matter, this shit sucks cause it’s making my mouth smell AWFUL. and that’s not cool. or cute. or cool. I’m extremely cautious about these things and especially paranoid about my health. No matter how much i’m prone to sickness, i take damn good care of myself… but simple stuff like “odor” that’s curable ? EH. freakinn groooss.
This is exactly why i always have back up whatever in my backpack. And all that shit in my locker. Looks ridiculous, but comes in handy [:
Confrontation consists of two or more people trying to come to a conclusion. By all means, work things out. You got me fucked up if you honestly and truly think I’m always going to be the one to speak up first, while you say absolutely nothing. It doesn’t work that way. If that’s the case, we both can remain fucking silent and not work shit out between us.