Because to be honest, when people finally realize how old you are, everything changes. Their attitude towards you, their feelings, their trust, their emotions, their thoughts. All about you. They’ll think you’re immature and that you’re not ready. They won’t treat you the same. Really now?
You tell me all that when you’re out spending money on complete bullshit then get mad at me like i’m the one to blame of why your money is fucked up. I can’t even get shit for school cause you go out when you’re mad and get fucked up and spend money on drinks and speeding tickets and stupid bullshit that you do. Yet you blame your issues on me.
You say it’s all on me. All the money you spend is on me. Actually not really. It’s on debts and stupid shit. You tell me shit like how am i supposed to save and get it together and blah blah blah. Nigga i know it’s not happening. Don’t feed me lies and bullshit and excuses. Honestly that’s the worst you can do.
I wanna know where all that time is going. Other people got it in the bag and are in the same predicament that you are in. Like fucking really. There are people that got it worse and are doing hella fine. I wanna know where it’s all going truly. To me and from my position, it’s a waste. i’m sick of it.