and shes gonna gonna give me 40 more within the nxt 2 weeks….
yeah….. i can’t wait….. i noe, i noe, i sound reeally spoiled. honestly, thats not the case. i asked my mom for an allowance. i haven’t had an allowance unless it was like ,a dollar everyonce n a while when i was younger. and that was never consistent. i have never had an allowance. i serious one like, oh do your chores and you’ll get 10 dollars at the end of the week.
Now that my mom and i have moved into a bigger better place, i guess i have “work” todo…..( we declared that since were living a new life in a new area, everything is new and different. my mom is trying to be more parental….) but anyway back to the money. whenever i go somewhere i used to ask my mom for money so i can go. or she’d be like, while if ur gonna go ur gonna need some money right? (i’d hate to ask for money…) or if we were in the mall er something i’d be like, can i buy that. i never had really any money to my name. and the money i did have came from my birthday the previous year that was never touched. as im getting older, im deciding on my own where and how i wanna spend money. sooo i asked mom for an allowance. she says $50 for 2 weeks. IM DOWN. then she drops it to 40 every 2 weeks….. a little bumbed i take it cause i want money and personally i dont like asking for money.
idk how the hell im earning money. but all the shit i do around the house isn’t getting recognized. i guess im earning the money by doing stuff around the house, and thats not even established……. so i think my mom is just making me clean up every single mess thats made in the house, and if i forget one little tiny thing on one day, that she randomly told me to do, she’ll use that as an excuse for like, every time im supposed to get my money…. we don’t even have a specific pay day either. and that would be nice to have so i know how much i can and can not spend. but at the same time my mom want to split up giving me money which is also not working. …..
and then she expects me to log how much money i spend and when i spend it n where n how much n shit. when you have a job, and you get paid from ur boss, do they want to know what your spending your money on? do they even give a damn? i didn’t think so.-__- what if i just wanna be nice and give someone a dollar for like, lunch. or give a dollar to a hobo… shes gonna be like your not responsible with your money and thats why your not gonna get anymore.
i can’t wait to get a job n be able to earn my own money and spend it on whatever the hell i want…. but then imma be like, fuck this job… but what’ll keep me back is the money…
they say money cant buy you happiness…. but you know damn well that if a 100 dollar bill just came floating from the sky, or someone gave it to me, there would be a big ass smile upon my face.
i haven’t seen my mom since like, 6 o’clock on sunday, and pretty much still haven’t seen her. now, im guessing she’s wanted to see me, but when she came home last night she didn’t come in my room to say anything like she usually does, so when i finished get ready to go to bed, i just, went to sleep like i always do. now, after all that, it was probably about, 6:45 and my mom was supposed to be gone like, 30min to probably an hour ago. and guess what shes doing, BOTHERING ME. complaining about how, i need to go to bed earlier, and how i need to speak to her n shit. whatever. i was half asleep so of course i didn’t want to be bothered, and whatever she was saying must’ve not’ve been super important because she decided to tell me while i was still in bed half asleep.
AFTER ALL THAT, when shes about to leave, she like, turns on my fan which is always on, and is trying i guess to get me to wake up?( then she starts poking me, and hitting me and playing with me…. no. lol) which threw me waaayyy off, b/c when someone attempts to wake me up, and it doesn’t work, i go back to sleep…. and i did exactly that . (: lol
basically, she was bothering me in the morning. no…… don’t do that. and my parents know, do not bother me in the morning…. cause honestly, i will bitch….. especially if you’re like, trying to hard. lol
i usually dont complain about stomping upstairs cause i understand that u walk hard, BUT BITCH, EVERY DAY ALL DAY AND NGHT YOUR KID , OR YOU IS JUMPING ALL OVER THE DAMN PLACE. PPL LIVE UNDER YOU NOW. DONT MAKE ME COME UP THERE … N PULL OUT MA 9… LMFAO.
“im asian and she black
at first i thought shes wack
when she kissed me didnt think i would kiss back
then i backed up told myself this is bad
paused for a bit then i said “please dont be mad”— Axl. Feelings by T-fam LOLOLOL (via omgxnaaaate)
i wanna be able to dance…like i mean, like, hella good…. i’ve always had a plan to go to workshops n stuff, but idk what holding me back…… or maybe im just worried i’d be different or wont fit in.. (laaame, i noe.[its cause im black… lol j/p j/p])
but really, i wanna go to a soundbox workshop n stuff n just get the basics n then become a top notch, competitive dancer[:
me n danielle plan on going oneday…. but shes always soo busy… (anyone wanna go with us one day?)
AND, i wanna create a dance to some song and i want it to be really fresh [: and i wanna do it with like my friends, especially danielle… she’ll be a super dork and make everything fun(: but i noe by the time we perform it, she’ll goof off n change it n dance around like a dork [x lol
BUT, right now were learning panty droppa(old i noe, but we’ll get there soooon… eventually… i hope. lol) we dance to it everytime i play it on my ipod…. we did it outside at kims tea house in the parking lot… i have it recorded sooomewhere…lol
I don’t think I’m as attractive as people make it out to be. I mean it. And people always tell me that I’m fishing for compliments when i say this, But I’m actually not. I think i look ok, but not like amazing. I hate when I get compared to people or people compare me to someone. I don’t like that.
i was practically up all night cause i rarely sleep on sunday nights for school the next day… but moms freind was here and her and her 2 sons i gueeess had spent the night.. i had to lock the door and she said she was cold n stuff when she left….. i was a little confused cause its like, never cold out here, but i man hay, u never noe [:so before i left got ready for class i felt outside and it was actually cold…
even huy said something about when he went outside for a second he felt a cool breeze… lol (u know where…. -__- lol )
but yeah, it felt like cali at night [: i miss it[:
MEANWHILE. ITS HOT AS HELL IN CALI RIGHT NAO.
its like, always the complete opposite… lol fail man, [X