While everyone is out at a New Year’s party, getting drunk, having their New Years kiss, having fun, ect ect ect.. I’ll be at home, celebrating by myself, and on Tumblr. Hooray to the start of a New Year.
So when i do try to hang with you and give that effort, you totally ignore me n shit. okay thats fine fuck it.. thats why i went to sleep on you anyway.. i don’t have to waste my time trying anymore. i’m done now…. back to being on my own.
Is having to explain myself… But i mean like, having to explain myself to ignorant people….
If i tell you something, people want to know why, and i understand that, but sometimes they want to know every little thing of how and why i decided to do things…. And this is mostly coming from my "friends."
Also if something personal is going on and its beyond my control, and i don’t feel like i can do anything about it you decide to constantly question me and the situation. fuck that, fuck no, fuck you lol
For Example…. My mom has a boyfriend…. I have friends that come over, and that i talk to about stuff with… when they come over, sometimes my moms boyfriend is over, or he takes me somewhere, or he has to pick me up… whatever.. this is a situation to me that is beyond my control…you know ppl ask my opinion and honestly i don’t care cause it doesn’t concern me„ but anyways, lol On of my friends likes to add bs unnecessary comments . She was like, “Oh Taylor, thats gonna be your new daddy! ha ha ha.. “
Bitch are you kidding me ? Thats SOOOO not necessary, So when someone tells me that i feel like i need to tell them no, it’s not like that, chill the fuck out, or thats not cool…. you’re hitting below the fucking belt and as my friend you should respect the fact that your comment was a little fucked up to me…
Even if i do say that, They don’t take it into consideration … and that pisses me off even more… so i’m like you know what fuck it, you don’t know shit, and thats when i start getting mad… lol but uhh yeah…. To me thats really ignorant and unnecessary . Like bro, chill the fuck out man. :P
I don’t mean you being caked up with tons of money, extremely famous, living in some big ass house spending unnecessary money.
Success to me is being at that height in life where you feel like you’ve accomplished something and you personally feel that you have made a name for yourself in the work field or whatever you’ve desired.
When you have that self-confidence to say that you’re that successful and happy and proud of what you’re doing, then hell, go one with it.. keep calm and keep doing what you’re doing. :D DO YOU. lol
i never knew i could hold a conversation like that with so many different ppl for this long… now i can’t fucking take it and i want to go to sleep.. i have to wake up in a few hours and i might be a bitch tomorrow..
When i was at my friends house, i was like its time for me to cut my hair. He like got up from sitting next to me and was yelling at me like why the fuck would i do that… lol he went ape shit asking his friend if i should… then he started saying you’re a black girl with a lot of hair… and its natural, no weave or perm and you wanna cut ? the haiill is wrong with you. I told that bitch it’ll grow back and he was like naahhhh lol. but still…. why cut it… lol
This kid i guess REEALLY cares about my hair.. lol